[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

It does, sure! Thanks, man.
Day 11 here!

 

2/365 - Keep Going...

 

Nofap hardmode day 3/365 completed successfully!

 

Good post. I keep the discourses of Epictetus by my bed. It's a very practical and practicable spiritual path. And very strong.
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Seeing things led me to the original post on their website, very helpful - thanks for the post

 

Last night I felt urges and I began to open up sites, and even though I stopped myself before I could masturbate, I still started to watch porn.

I want to lie about this and keep my current streak. I'm trying to tell myself that it was just a slip up and I shouldn't count it, but I think being accountable is part of this process so, day 0 again.

 

day 3. Had a good day at work and in gym. I was a little bored but I watched a good tv series. I want to take my life back

 

43 days completed.

 

Day 37/365.

 

Day 139
"Defeat doesn't finish a man, quit does. A man is not finished when he's defeated. He's finished when he quits." – Richard M. Nixon

 

Day 4/365 check in!

 

Good for you for starting over! I know from my own experience that it is hard to admit a foul, but personal integrity won't permit anything but the truth. Always be true to yourself.

 

Day 31/365... 1 month down, 11 to go.

 

Day 45 had a great day today! Let’s keep going brothers!!

 

Unfortunately, I had a relapse last night. I feel like shit this morning. All those fifty plus abstinent days seem like they have gone down the drain. I have had a lot of anxiety this week due to cash flow problems and it all came to a head where my anxiety was unbearable and I 'had' to escape.

 

I'm not a fan of Nixon but I like the message. Very strong.

 

2/365

 

Start over. You suffered a set back that's all. Read the post from Kurosux earlier today, 3 or 4posts back from yours. Look at what you can do different and get right back on track. If this was easy we wouldn't need nofap. One day at a time brother.

 

There's so much to this thing. All these addictions are just the symptoms of the real problem which I believe is a soul sickness. I messed up with the food again today. That's the problem with ' relapse' - it's not a casual thing that i can stop and start at will. I will marshall my will and recommit AGAIN to the food plan. So glad I didn't get into the pmo.