Stay strong brother. Every day at a time. I remember when you broke your streak. That feeling you felt, let it spur you to continue.
Me too man. Me too. But I keep thinking, the urges represent the PMO beast's hunger. So the stronger the urges, the hungrier the beast is. Which means, if I don't feed the beast at its hungriest (which i have been doing for the last 12 days), the beast will starve. Maybe with a little more persistence, the beast might starve to death, and I will finally be free of him.
Day 10/14 After the urge of yesterday, things got back to normal, spent the whole day in family. Preparing to stay conscious for the silent of the night.
You also had a nocturnal emission of semen a couple of days ago. That can create a kind of chaser effect for 2 or 3 days. Hopefully, things will get easier as you head towards the end of week two. Keep up your determination NOT to use porn.
I am sorry to say that I could not complete my 14 day streak. I PMOd yesterday as I was alone in the home in the evening. I stayed outside throughout the day and could resist the urges, but evening I could not . @Froger sorry I let you guys down again. On the positive side I have improved the length. Last time I broke my sreak on 8th day and this time I could reach 12/14. Both are my personal best. Step by step is best an incremental manner. Loneliness is my biggest trigger. After PMO I felt like a failure. I was feeling sad and cranky. Feeling that I am so weak to the flesh.