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I’m afraid.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by GMiester1130, Apr 13, 2019.

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  1. Apr 13, 2019 #1
    GMiester1130

    GMiester1130 Fapstronaut

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    Today this happened.

    I was tempted. I was so close to breaking to someone I saw before. As I was scrolling through the thumbnails, I stopped, and an overwhelming feeling of anguish, fear, and tightness washed over me. I threw the phone away from me, went to my room, and prayed to God for forgiveness. Afterwards, now, this fear fills me, and I’m afraid of myself and my hormones. Even when I think of the person I almost relapsed to, my head feels weak and painful, and I throw my phone away. I barely know how to describe it. But point is, I refused a relapse, and now I no longer feel the same. I’m scared and afraid, and I can’t figure out what’s going on. I’m scared of myself and my own body, and I’m horrified at the thought of any sexual arousal. Is this a sign of recovery?
     
    GMiester1130, Apr 13, 2019
    GMiester1130, Apr 13, 2019
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  2. Apr 14, 2019 #2
    Vilkas

    Vilkas Fapstronaut

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    Your body want you to watch porn but your mind don't want it. Your brain is used to "dopamine shot" induce by porn. You are sarting a war. don't worry, it's normal to be affraid the frist day, just go outside, run or play football until you'r tired. If you live with someone, prepare a meal with differents things, it's will take your concentration and will occupied you' hands.

    You can do it, don't give up. message me if you want to talk.
     
    Vilkas, Apr 14, 2019
    Vilkas, Apr 14, 2019
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