I beat my goal 21/21. Yesterday edging kept me up all night. I am glad that I made it clean. My next goal is 30 days. 21/30
I think that you need to stop this activity because we are here to fight against our bad habits and activities that trigger PMO.
The dream of last night made me very scared. I dreamed that I was masturbating, and there were some pictures of nakedness and sex. Fortunately, I woke up and found that it was just a dream. I was also vaguely aware that I had a morning breek, but I was not aware of it when I was completely awake. I often feel tired and sleepy now, but I believe that everything will be better. Because I remembered this website yesterday, and this morning's dream is really very characteristic, so I recorded it and hope to share my feelings with you. In the future, unless I have a major feeling or change, I will not record it here. Now I have a lot of energy on the leetcode every day. I often forget to record this. When I was really facing this thing, I found that I would become brave a little bit, open up a little bit, no longer afraid of being rejected. In the world of the Internet, once we are rejected, we will fight back, but In reality, very few people do this, and there are not so many people who publish fierce rhetoric. I think the Internet makes most people addicted, making everyone weak and timid, because we don’t have to face real people, so we will live. In your own world, at least you are invincible. In the future, the development of VR AR, there may be more people living in the virtual world, but this is actually not good, especially for those who are young or introverted from a small personality, this is not conducive to their integration into society. Said a lot of boring nonsense, come on, friends, face this kind of thing, only we can be our own savior, others can not help us. On the way to the interview yesterday, I saw a very common but stimulating word - try a more time. Give it to every one.
I relapsed this morning guys, with masturbation and orgasm My first attempt ends at 9 days of no PMO. But this morning I did not use any porn to masturbate myself. This is the only good news
Day 23/30. I just finished a half marathon today. It was an amazing experience. if I made it to 30 days, I will buy me some candy (I am really strict on diet)