87 days. Some fantasizing crept up yesterday. It's going to happen sometimes I guess. Just gotta focus on positive actions and let it pass.
I think it's essential you make it easier for yourself by changing your goals for now.Try just no porn or no porn and orgasm as not allowed.
Quit talking about all your relapses and make a decision to stop. Then go to any lengths to do it. You're no differant than anyone else here. If others can do it so can you. If you want to.
The 48th It has been a low energy day so far for me. It probably has to do with the fact that it is a Monday.