Had a wet dream so back to day 0. Day 0 of 60 I've been slacking and ingesting alot of alcohol, I need to stop and get things back together.
1/60 31/90 total When I first started fighting with this addiction it took me a very long time to take control over it. It was like I got into a boxing ring to fight a professional boxer for the first time with no experience what so ever and I kept getting knockout every time in the first round. But I started training harder every day and study my opponent to find his weakness and even though I kept getting knockout in the first couple of rounds, each fight kept getting easier each time. Now I can finally say I'm in control over this addiction, every now and then I do think about having sex (not watching porn or masturbating) but I don't pay any attention and focus on something else. Good luck to everyone on your journey and if you keep getting knockdown, get your ass up and keep fighting don't stay down thinking you will never win because that will be your biggest mistake, proof yourself that you can win the fight by getting up and take it round by round and I will promise you it will get easier each round. Jose
Day 33 of 60 August 14, 2019 | Wednesday First day of having strong urges to access P since i started this streak but not today!