Congratulations brother, you´re now a URUK-HAI, still a slave to porn evil but you´re stronger and faster. The desire to break free from the porn ring is growing... Rise Mighty URUK-HAI!!!
As soon as I saw the title I knew I had to join this one, so I am hereby checking in for day 0. Best of luck to everyone.
Check in, brothers. My urges are minimal but I'm feeling very little motivation for continuing my work. It's a struggle.
Just relapsed. Fuck man. But it was a "good" relapse; as close to good as one can get. It was over in five minutes. No binge. But it was still a relapse. There is no growth without failure. My bedtime routine got tacky, I left my phone by my bed - letting me give in easily to the slightest urge and it took it's toll. I'm going to learn. Starting today. I think I should tell someone about this, but I don't know who or how. But this is seriously fucked. I've been, essentially, a sex addict for longer than I've known what sex is. But I'll be damned if one day I don't rise out of this pit covered in the bloodied entrails and filth of this mess having conquered myself once and for all. And I will be damned, because if I give up, my entire existence is going down the drain with me. But I'm not going to give up. I promise. Not if it takes 1000 more failures. I will climb out of this pit using a stepladder made of my own rib-cage, as an entirely rebuilt man, if I have to.