The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Im here
250....
Committed

 

LOL that video

 

8 Days! Starting to fall into a rhythm dealing with urges, distracting myself as soon as I feel it come on. However, I'm worried it will be harder to stick to at night so I may need to come up with an alternate system for that beyond what I already have in place. That said, 8 days down! Best thing about the fact I was in a rut for so long is that now every day extra is something to celebrate; I haven't had 8 days in over a month!

Hilarious video also, always good to laugh at yourself every once in a while

 

Checking in for day 49, this is now my longest streak

 

Day 3

All I'll say for today (besides what I've done on NoFap) is that like I expected, the girl I confessed to hasn't responded to my text. I'm not going to say anything until she responds. A week is enough for her to respond.

 

Back here after day 8. I am an Uruk-hai now. Last time I relapsed a day after becoming a hobbit. This I shan't.

 

Day 17. Super tempted today but was able to meditate and turn away. It’s getting easier but more difficult. I just have to remember that porn isn’t the norm, it’s the enemy.

 

Day 3

 

Day 6!

 

Checking in. I wonder if I will still be eligible for this challenge if I introduced some taoist practices in my daily routine such as self-massage combined with breathwork, or yoni egg etc. I feel I need to work with that transmutation of sexual energy more seriously because it currently gives me frustration, not energy. But it's different for women, maybe that's why.

 

Day 9: Back up to double digits tomorrow. Still have a long journey ahead, but I’m proud for at least making it this far.

 

I now have two days.

 

Relapsing, Again and Again, will be a free man now.
Day 1 completed back to the track

 

Day 9, quite a lot of urges. I have a good system of dealing with them in the day and decent enough system at night but I'm trying to introspect more into what causes the urges. Being curious about urges like this makes them a lot easier to deal with but I sometimes struggle to remember. Another helpful technique is to remember that every urge passes eventually, if you can ride it you'll rarely find one lasts longer than 20 or 30 minutes (usually a lot shorter).

 

HEEEELLL YEAH!!! I am in!!
I am Hobbit