Well, it could have been the worst period of my life if I would have given up. With all the love in the world since he is part of my family, but I saw the consequences on my cousin. He finished school last year so in these months he should have found work, he didn't. Then the quarantine came and instead of using the time to get some skill or do some work for the business that was searching for help during this period. He gave up. I tried many times to encourage him, to train with me, going for a walk with me. He's me 2 years ago. He's alive, but he's not living. I don't know if he has a problem also with PMO, I am sure he has with PS4 and in waking up before 11 AM. I am suffering for him, but I can't help to be relived knowing that probably I would have been like this if I wouldn't take this journey And thanks for the trust , I will repay it
Checking day 70 Was losing my motivation, well boosted it today Intense, or better say insane, workout, academics. I want to live more days like today
Checking in on day 7. I can almost physically feel the testosterone rising. While this semi-quarantine is making me somewhat numb, this is an odd feeling.
