day 18 It was actually a good day. I had a wet dream, and a chaser effect afterwards, but I took a cold shower, than it's gone away. I read, played guitar and sang, and I'm actually feeling pretty good about my life because I'm sure that my God is leading me somewhere
It's the same for me. No matter how long the streak, wet dreams never end. Maybe it's just a biological nessecity to release old sperms from time to time...
Does the frequency slow down? Last time I was on a long streak, I got to about 130 days, and I seemed to be having them every 40 days. I always found it hard to stay on track after having one.
day 267, the day started of pretty good but I lost control at some point and started edging, I am so mad at myself!
I bet it is. After a long time I personally came to the conclusion that it's little use taking it as a spiritual thing or a marker of progress in the recovery journey. I guess it's just better to let wet dreams pass by and not think about them too much. And Day 57, checking in. Been away for some days, looks like there isn't much activity on the forum now that it's almost summer, hahaha.