day 3 after this last relapse im started to feel the negative effect of porn ... i mean its all come back to me again - my job was ruined, idk what happened my concentration level is low, i often day dreaming when at work, i messed .. i mean we are still on pandemic , how much productivity that company need in this time ? yet i still messed it - my project was messed too, must finish it on 3 month yet here i am day dreaming - i became so lazy , i even dont want to reset my streak counter in this forum,,, lol like a God Of War was said, alive but not live the life...im on that phase man , like totally but on the positive side,, im not giving up not yet...hehe