Thanks @RiseToGreatness Half way down day 5... This forum helps a lot. Before this too I have tried PM, but I wasn't able to continue it for more than a week. This time I feel like I have a different energy within. Enjoy this journey very much. I would suggest to keep yourself busy and all would be fine. Purseu you passion in these hard times...
Man! I wish someone had put it to me like that earlier. Seems like such an obvious thing, but nonetheless I feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
Thanks brother for praising.....Now i am a Dwarf.....yipeeee....now i can feel power of motivation..i am eagerly waiting to complete two months...i can and i will..conquer all things
Day 0 Porn teaches that women are created for men. The internet is rife with hundreds of examples of women who get abused or misused because of porn. Porn teaches guys that the epitome of sex is to do whatever you want to your woman and have her enjoy it. Porn doesn’t teach anything about tenderness or understanding. Sex is completely about both of those things. Sex doesn’t exist to make the man feel in control and satisfied. Sex exists to express love and appreciation, as well as procreate. This destroys meaningful sexual relationships and introduces selfishness and manipulation. Porn objectifies women. This can’t be denied. Porn “educates” us that women are a means to an end, that end being sexual satisfaction. Porn tells us that women exist to fulfill our dreams and fantasies. Get out! Men and women exist to complete each other, not to fill sexual fantasies. This is so dangerous because it will degrade and rip down a man’s regard for womanhood. Women are wonderful. Yes, they are very different from men in a dozen ways, but they are good, and womanhood is clean and pure. Porn destroys this. A woman’s attractiveness is dependent on her physical beauty. This one is difficult for many people. As humans we appreciate beauty, especially physical attractiveness in the opposite gender. However, porn twists that to tell us that only physical properties matter. Porn forgets that simple truth that personality, compassion, kindness, and humor can be just as attractive as physical beauty. This is another way porn degrades women and turns them into objects. This is not true! Women are to be cherished and loved, courted and doted upon. Men are all sex-crazed men who want to get down at any second. This one is ridiculous, yet a serious lie that porn advances on all of us. Few men fantasize about having sex with a random police officer or nurse. Well, at least they didn’t before they began watching porn. We don’t immediately see an attractive women and think, “I can’t wait to have sex with her.” This is so dangerous for two reasons. One, it communicates to women that all men are pigs and perverts. Two, it tells men they need to be pigs and perverts. Again, this completely twists the way sex should really be. All the best brothers. Your brother in this struggle.
Day 2 done, I've been encountering a lot of triggers lately so I think I need to spend less time online.
Upon entering the village of Bree at night, very few people are out on the streets. Most of the inhabitants are at home fapping. I shiver and decide to spend only little time in this potentially triggering place!
Day 4. I had a dream that I almost relapsed last night. I stopped myself in my dream before a full relapse, but I thought it was a reset until I woke up this morning and I realized it was not real. I my dream I was in bed masturbating, and then I stopped and tried to use my imagination to orgasm, and in the dream I was half awake. I know it was not real because I was sleeping on the other side of my bed than I actually was. (I move my pillows and stuff around occasionally so I do not always sleep on the same side of my bed, and in the dream, my pillows and stuff were on the wrong side that they were when I woke up in the morning). I was very relieved to be on Day 4 when I woke up. Best, Mathman1994
Day 51 starts today 13 july...Om Namah Shivay (Hail Lord Shiva).....its sacred monday of the hindu month sawan/sravan....God bless all