Day 17 Urges are still high at the moment. However, reminding myself that 1 relapse equals additional years of struggle, despair and failure has helped me to refrain from a stupid lapse in judgment.
Day 18 As my urges were high yesterday, I decided to go to fight the new drug website a read some of the blog articles. Feelings of disgust arose in me regarding porn and the urges completely disappeared. My morning has started well.
Glad to hear that. Sometimes one has got to use different means each time: one day it's willpower, another day it's knowledge. All for beating PMO. Stay strong, brothers!