I made it through the later evening and bedtime, and waking up, however I will continue today as ZERO day. In the tougher military schools you often attend, Zero Day is just a test of mental and physical toughness to weed out in the unprepared, unqualified, and uncommitted before entering the first day of actual training. It is an initiation, if you will. Hence, before I claim my self a day 1 Spartan I must pass this challenge of recovering from this relapse and correcting my course, diverting my urges and gaining momentum towards abstinence - not just merely saying I am back. I must earn the right to be back. 0/100DSC
so sorry to let you guys down, its another meh for me, no further reason idk why every week end when i have full of task with my project this porn came , it came as a form of escapes from this project... i realized that iam an heavy procrastination ppl too,, so yeah its messed up back to day one
14/100 @Suki I am keeping up with you! It feels easier to keep track of my progress when I'm right there with someone else too.
I've notice a couple times as well that having 10 or 12 days or something like that with a fellow fapstronaut is a little more motivation.
Relapsed (day 12), i've some problems , because i don't know why i'm doing NoFap , what's my goal i've lost the the motivation : I started NoFap due to loss of sensitibility , death grips , anorgasmia ( no pleausure for sex ) , too much time to spend with porn , to change my point of view of women. Now i've back my sensitibility , better orgasms... i have the fear that NoFap can make me a Premature E. at least in my first future experiences, because now i can't edge like i did in the past , i lost the habit I definitely don't want come every single day , but I'm afraid that not coming will make me PE , and too much aroused in future sex. What do you think?
It is great that it helps you! Keep it up, I will not surrender. Let's do this together! Day 15. SPARTAN TRAINEE "The walls of Sparta were its young men, and its borders the points of their spears." - King Agesilaos
Riding the badge of shame for another day. Didn't control myself yesterday and went chasing some videos. The old "I already relapsed and threw away 2 weeks, what's another 10 hrs before starting my next 100 days" self talk lies. Don't believe yourself. You cannot just look. One more Fap really is too many. Starting tomorrow is too late. 0/100 DSC Spartan Outcast
i have a quite similar issue right know, i was having this high motivation on Nofap before because i want to married but this motivation seem to fade away when i was back to porn habbit,, now i dont know what my goal is but, i dont want to make that a reason on not doing NOFAP and stay away from porn, i was have this benefit on nofap, for once in mylife i was become a free man ... and that's my friend is why nofap its worth to fight for.. i was clean for about >3 month before and i dont have any issue regarding erection nor ejaculation when i fap again in fact i do feel worried about my erection and ejaculation right know when im back to daily fap and porn user heck even my friend whom dont know that i was into porn and nofap can tell me right away which the best version of me (when i do nofap vs right know).... right now i feel like im a mess cheer up my friend lets try again