Day 8 Last day i didn't meditate enough so the result was i had a lucid relapse dream which i don't know was a dream or a conscious thought in half sleep half wakeful state.. I am learning more day by day and improving more day by day still far from where I want to be Also I am learning spanish as my hobbies (from duolingo) and i am loving it very much
Day 30! The journey as an Elf begins again! I have fallen here many times. PMO and it's evil are strong in these woods.
Day 30 checking in. Another elf has entered the challenge! This is but one stepping stone on my road. Stay strong everybody.
Day 23: Been dealing with some fatigue the past two days. Haven't been getting up early due to it. Hoping the tiredness will go away soon.
Day 6. I'm having a hard time, but I try not to see a lot the phone or the PC. It's caused specially of dreams and memories, and some tension.
Day 14. This thread is my daily dose of motivation. Some people are on long streaks, some people are starting new streaks. But everybody just keeps getting back up, whether on day 1 or 100. Keep it up people, we're doing great.
Day 5. I engaged in some potentially risky behavior last night, but I caught myself before going too far, though I saw some images, but within seconds of seeing them, I closed out and walked away. It seems when I am having a bad day/week I struggle with wanting to engage in PMO, and day 4 is traditionally hard for me. However, I made it through, and I will be Urah-Kai in about 12 hours, which since my day 24 M relapse, I have only made it there 2 or 3 times. I will be a Hobbit in a week and a half, and I am really itching to get back there. Best, Mathman1994
Day 14 completed successfully Guys Porn is rarely the only problem you have. You’re hosting a party and porn never comes to the party alone. It always brings friends and the longer and harder your party, the crazier the friends it invites. We now understand that porn changes the brain. You can never assume that your only problem with porn is that you “watch too much and masturbate too much” Here are a few examples of some of the problems that “party” with porn: — Erectile Dysfunction — Sexual aggression and even angriness — sex addiction — Depression of relapsing or can't able to control the addiction — Sexual deviancy & change in sexual preference — getting ideas of performing acts seen in porn either on your loved ones or bringing of Prostitutes — And getting habituated to prostitutes and spending money on porn sites and striper clubs without thinking about them — Change of thinking process viewing more disturbing things and increasing the level of kinky and maybe the acts once you may have fed disturbing or disgusted — Increased viewing time don’t know when the day as turned into night and not caring about the important tasks to be done at that moment So be careful brothers think wisely before you click Either bear the pain of self-discipline or the bear the pain of regret and depression choose wisely all the best brothers never QUIT
The week since my relapse last week has been difficult. Just wanted to check in to renew my determination. Though I may be at my lowest, and though I may keep falling, I thankfully retain the most important thing in this struggle, and that is the will to fight. I am proud of and inspired by your work and determination. Never give up!
Today is Day 4 and I had trouble getting up this morning but I know what I need to do so that I don't. I am not going to let myself relapse like all those times before.
Excellent my brother. "You reached the Black Gate of Mordor. Power and wisdom runs through your veins, you´re a servant of the Secret Fire, Wielder of The Flame of Anor, a Grey Wizard." Now study the Gate, brother, since it´s closed and heavily guarded by PMO forces. Maybe there´s another way in...