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I've seen way too many dicks for a straight guy.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Newlife33, Aug 17, 2020.

  1. Aug 17, 2020 #1
    Newlife33

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    This weird thought popped up into my head. I heard an actor talk about doing a full frontal nude scene in a movie and it made me cringe, that grosses me out and not what I want to see in a movie. It would literally make me turn away from the tv.

    That being said, I've probably seen 1,000's of penises in porn over the past 15 years. And I didn't even realize how much that messed me up or how numb I was, until now that I've had some long sobriety. No straight guy should see that many dicks, especially in a sexually expressive way. The fact that I was numb enough to not even feel digusted or have any emotion toward them at my worst addiction times speaks volumes.

    Anywho, it feels good to be seeing less naked dudes these days, to be getting my normal libido back and to be feeling my old attractiveness returning.
     
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  2. Aug 17, 2020 #2
    Khufu

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    'a day without seeing a naked man is a day well planned"
     
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  3. Aug 17, 2020 #3
    +TenPercent

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    For awhile there, maybe 6-7 years ago, it seemed like every comedy I watched threw in a dick shot. I'm sure it was all about the shock value, and seeing it on the big screen . . . and, of course, it was always either a dummy dick or the actor had an unusually large penis :rolleyes:

    I was probably desensitised to it at the time due to my excessive porn use.
    Maybe if I saw such a thing now, I might actually gasp in shock and horror . . . like a normal person who doesn't see dozens of dicks every time he's on the internet.
     
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  4. Aug 18, 2020 #4
    Newlife33

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    Well said and so true. Good to have normal emotions returning.
     
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  5. Aug 18, 2020 #5
    RahulBuddy

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    Its same for almost all the guys who have seem porn forn than 2 years and especially looking at the larhe dick would actually relate to more female pleasures for many people.
    So, even sometime I have thought I wish I had that 9 inches cobra... agreed .stupid thought but things start rushing into your dreamworld once you start porn and fantasize about how could you implement stuff.
     
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