Rank 3 still. Had a too close for comfort call yesterday, where I started to look at images, but then I stopped, after realizing that it was not what I wanted from myself. Best, Mathman1994
When my mind races like that with porn and everything else late at night I usually do the cold shower, then when I crawl into bed I put on a audio book on my iPhone, have the timer set for 30 minutes so you don't wake up in the middle of the night with it still talking. Something about that resets my brain, I follow the story and this keeps the brain from taking over. I swear I never last more than 30 minutes and I'm out cold. I can't just let my brain run when I go to sleep. This also works if I wake up in the middle of the night and can't fall asleep, don't do the cold shower thing though. Thought I throw that out there, may help.
25-days into the Padawan life, soon I will be a Jedi Knight and gonna need the power to resist the dark temptations which are yet to come
Yesterday's Check-In Rank 119 Jedi Council Member Today's Check-In Rank 120 Jedi Council Member May The Force Be With You!
Rank 1. Have not masturbated in nearly a week, and I have not had a full relapse in the time either, though I have looked at porn for a short amount of time twice, so I reset twice. Best, Mathman1994
Bigger urges today, a lot bigger, fantasies playing out in my head, today's gonna be hard one. I'm gonna study really hard to make myself worn out so I can sleep easy.