Day 2. No strong urges today but that's to be expected. Let's see how long I can ride the wave. @liona A Elbereth Gilthoniel / silivren penna miriel! We still remember, we who dwell / In this far land beneath the trees / The starlight on the Western Seas. Remember how when Frodo thought his hope was gone, and he was completely shrouded in darkness with a hideous enemy spinning its web all around him, he held on to the light in the Phial of Galadriel. We're always holding onto the light that shows us freedom from the scourge of PMO. You've got this! All the stars are looking down and cheering you on!
Day 8. I have a temptation this morning but I got over it. St. Maravillas of Jesus, pray for us! You have my sword. Count on my prayers. 53 days was a good streak, and I hope that´s your last relapsed. You can do it.
Day 12, Today I noticed I got thoughts like: 'See, you made it this far, its ok, you can give up now.' or something about I am not real addict and things like that. I know that's all not true, the evidence is clear so its just another strategy of my addiction. Sneaky little bastard!
Day 25!! I spend the night at the old Watchtower of Amon Sûl. PMO forces are lurking in the area. It's kind of weird how accurate this is ^^ fantasizing and those old desires have been a bit more prevalent today than the past week or so.