The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Well done for staying on the path. If I didn't relapse I would have been where you are.
How has it been going for you?

 

Day 8.

 

Day 19. Well lets keep walking. Everything its getting harder the urges are becoming stronger and I know its because I left my workout for two days but not today, its time to start again to focalize the energy and have more strenght in this battle, I really felt in danger last night but I overcomed it so here we are lets keep fighting brothers and sisters.

 

Ahhh.... I failed No Nut November! But I have renewed resolve to get back out and try again. One day, I'm never going to PMO again, and I hope that day is today. If not, I'll keep trying. I think I'm going to restart some behaviours I've managed to drop over lockdown such as planning my days in advance and perhaps also meditation. Being disorganised and not knowing what to do with myself was the main reason for this relapse.

 

I’m trying NOT to think about it! It flashes in my mind and I’ll try to get busy doing something else and I may be good for an hour or so and then BAM! It flashes again. Believe me, I do not want to relapse. Now 12 days is the longest I’ve gone without PMO since I’ve been “aware” of my addiction. In reality it’s probably been many more years than that. All things considered, I’m doing very well right now and trying to stay focused on that. I keep telling myself the more days I put between me and PMO May finally keep my brain from thinking it wants that. I am not trying to actively think about it.

 

Day 10. "Match to match", day a day.
St. Agnes of Rome, pray for us.

 

Day 4

 

81 days

 

Day 14,
I day till hobbit!

 

Day 73. Checking in this day. Good to see encouragement! Remember, withdrawals come when we abstain from our addictive substance. Strength be with you!

 

I went 112 days pornography-free, relapsed a few days ago, and now I want to try freeing myself from both pornography and masturbation again.

Today is day four.

Let's do this!

 

Checking in for day 17!

 

Day 9
It's still going! I'm feeling it!
Greatness awaits us all!

 

I’m am back to an Orc. It’s been a rough few weeks, but I’m motivated to get back up and continue fighting.

 

You have made it a lot time without PMO and you should feel really good about that. I just relapsed again after nearly 4 days, and I think that had a lot to do with this depressive state I have been in since last week, though tomorrow is a new day so the goal is to make it to day five this time, and then day 25, and then day 32 and so beating my two most recent records and my all time record. What do you think lead to your relapse?

Best,
Mathman1994

 

I'm glad that you do

 

You too brother!
STAY STRONG!!
Exercise ,meditate and study. Hope your streak lasts forever.

 

Well if it's just coming up randomly don't pay it any attention. Just like understand it's there but move on. It will eventually go away. It's like your brain trying to tell you what it misses for that dopamine hit. Don't give in.