I am going to start trying to plan some of what I want to do each day. I wrote myself a note to do so last night so that I would see it when I awoke. Time to get started.
brother, edging is masturbation so in technical terms you broke the rules of the challenge. but i will not put you on orc status, you´ll be the judge of that.
Day 17. St. Thomas Aquinas, pray for us. The Silmarillion is my favorite too. In it there are stories of all kinds in a very rich world, in the "classical age" regarding the events of the Lord of the Rings. The Genesis and the Ancient Times of Middle Earth, the rise and fall of Númenor ... fascinating. On the style, it is different from the Trilogy, but also from the Hobbit which is a tale. Everyone will find their favorite, and in the Silmarillion there are many. I encourage your reading. Good streaks! No more P, no more M: a life free of this vice. You can do it!
One more day brave Fellowship The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!!! @Samurai_God - Uruk-Hai @MyGodandMyAll27 - Weathertop / Eriador Have a great day brave warriors!!! Here´s Universal Man with the 12th installment in the Sexual Self-Mastery series "How to process and release sexual cravings"
lol I thought it's when you look on google for erotic stuff - like images. In my case i even saw some semi nude ones + 1 gif and that's when i stopped. But when i think about it now, it is porn anyway so am gonna start over. Day 1
@LivingCreature Same thing happened to me yesterday my friend! Lets walk this path together and destroy the ring!
Checking in friends: No P - Day 196 No M - Day 24 No O - Day 24 Temptations again strong today - related to gorging on chocolate cake yesterday - never good... Got out of Bree safely, thankfully, now on to Amon Sûl...
Day 9 Check in! Yesterday I almost relapsed! Everything start when I was reading a normal magazine and I watch a model and that triggered my brain and then I researched for that same model in the internet and I found that she was a porn star and when explicit content started show up like pornografic videos I shut down the page on the internet and then I was going to do other stuff. Never give up!
Day 50!!! I'm no longer a hobbit! I'm a dwarf now!! This sure is exciting!! If I feel the urge, I tell myself, that feeling is only temporary. It's not like you will explode if you hold it in. A lot of it is a mental game that has been ingrained in us since we all started. We need to change our thinking. You do not need to look at porn, you do not need to masturbate. It is in your head thinking you need to and our culture doesn't help it at all. Learn from your last mistake and build on it. You all got this. If you fall, you stand back up and keep trying. If you are on this site, we all are here to help you stand back up and keep moving. You are not alone!
Day 42. The intensity of the urges have gone down drastically as compared to the first 2 weeks. No more stupid dreams too. I'm not complaining, just have an inkling that this will not always be the case. Anyway, off to Moria for now
Day 9 Hope this week will be great for everyone! I want to be more productive and continue to work on my goals Have a great Monday!