Vikings!! I am back after all the Christmas and New Year Celebrations! Sad to hear our great Chief has fallen. I hope when the wounds heal he will get back up stonger than ever!! I am confident of that he will, because he is not only a great Viking Warrior, but also a great BERSERKER!!-man haha. Many of us are going very well, our Army is stronger than ever before!! Let's be a good example to all the new recruits and becoming Viking Warriors! To a new year! SKOL! P.S.: the couple in the pic are the main characters of the show "Vikings". I watched the first 5 episodes yesterday. I really like the cast, location and storytelling so far. However I have to critisise the writing and direction for that, there are many sexual scenes in every episode. They are added for exitement, but are in no way nessesary to the story. (Kinda show us what the directos think about their audience..."We have to include many sex scenes, so they will pay attention and not get bored".) See, for me... romance is entertaining ...sexual scenes are just ...well, the reason we are here!! So would not recommend, if you're below the 90 days reboot!! I think, for now, I will not continue watching because of that. It's allready messing me up. XD Remember: what you consume is what you will become consume as if to become
Day 27: Good morning Vikings! Today I'm 26 days over and I'm going for the 27th, and over. I already have 3 more days to go for a month. I'm not going to give up, I'm going to keep fighting. I'm lucky that this addiction to pornography hasn't taken me to more extremes as some people suffer. As soon as you see an attractive girl or boy on the street, you feel the urge to masturbate whether it's behind a tree or in a bar or public restroom. Thank God I haven't reached that extreme! I'm thankful I didn't get to that point. Well, I have some bad news. My mother tested positive for the COVID19 antigen and today I'm waiting for the results of the PCR which is the definitive one. Therefore I am in quarantine, I don't know what to do. I am a really active person because of the gym, I already do all the housework, like cleaning the bathroom, washing, cooking, cleaning the whole house, etc. Since I live with her... that's why I have to be in quarantine. I plan on doing some push-ups a day at home, stretching, and some meditation. I have a friend of mine, a Spaniard, who told me a pretty devastating story and made me think about things. He is suffering from a pretty tough disease, he is fighting a battle of a cancer. And he's also fighting against masturbation addiction, although in pornography it's not so much. He has to be locked up for a month in a four-walled room in a hospital, because he has to have a transplant. It must be horrible to be there for a month without being able to leave the room, I would have gone crazy and possibly relapsed. I see it as very, very hard, if he gets through it without being able to masturbate, because what an example he becomes. I wish him a lot of luck, and I give him a lot of faith and will. We have to think that we are lucky not to end up like him, and that we are okay. We can't be selfish, and we have to empathize with others. By empathizing, you get to be a better human, because in the end, you understand everything that happens. And in the end, you differentiate yourself and see how lucky you are. So, good luck guys with this fight against porn addiction. Be brave and be courageous. Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version)
I'm in! Goals: - 90 days without PMO - Stopping PM for good! - Reading one book a month throughout the course of the New Year - Exercising at least 3 times a week - Work on research and publish an undergraduate paper - Meditate for 20 minutes each day before bed - Learn how to play guitar Introduction: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...ying-to-sort-out-my-life.297670/#post-2826011 Journal: https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/go-forth-and-sin-no-more.300487/
Welcome! Much encouragement with it, you can. And I'm glad you're a Catholic. Little by little you will get better, commit yourself to make this year a year of total cleanliness. One piece of advice: eliminate your temptations to relapse. For example: I used to masturbate and always relapse at night after a porn on my cell phone in bed lying down. That's why I now have a restricted time limit from 22:00 to 08:55. That way I don't relapse, and I only use the bed to sleep. To watch TV, in the living room. The mobile phone has a code on it that my father has and he doesn't even remember what code he put on it. That's how I format my phone. Cheer up! Translated with www.DeepL.com/Translator (free version)
I have also done something similar. I use the family link App by google, which locks my phone from afternoon to morning. I can only make or receive a call during that period. I must say it is a lifesaver, nofap has become quite easy for me after that.
Day 133 reporting Meditation new year mission starting to get serious. Vikings are always ready to improve
@Sergiosanz995 @baba_yaga_ Thank you both so much for the encouragement! Really appreciate it and god bless! Sounds like something I'll seriously consider
Day 29: I have just one day left to tell my little story and personal motivation. I'm very happy to be able to reach now 29 days without problems, it has been a totally interesting month. Now I am confined for 10 days because my mother, who lives with me, has tested positive for PCR. So, this Sunday I have the PCR test, see what it throws at me. So, on the confined days, I can do some stretching, some push-ups, and little else. On the 27th, I started doing meditations in the afternoon. I always go in short pajamas, I sit on the floor with the window wide open (the window of a terrace). I close my eyes, take a deep breath and finally breathe out. And so several times during three minutes, it is a wonder to feel the skin the cold that it is in the street with 2 degrees below zero. With that, everything is possible. I hope that by the next report around here, it will be on the 31st. Greetings from Spain!
@Dragonborn1997 @baba_yaga_ Welcome to the brotherhood. May the Viking Spirit help you to push any limits!!
Had some stressfull days, but I am back and will post every day or at least allways for the day before again now. Yesterday: Day 8 noP ✅ Meeting my goals day 1 ✅ Internet addiction defeated day 1 ✅ Total electronic controll 0 ➖ The bold goals are the most imortant I ahve to reach at any case. The Total electronic controll means a addition to the rule above I will implement after I am able to stick to the first.
Day 15, Guess I am gaining some respect towards myself (which has been long lost). The next step is to gain some confidence, for that, I've been working hard, not as hard as I can but soon I will.
Today: Day 9 noP - Eligible ✅ Meeting my goals day 2 ✅ Internet addiction defeated day 2 ✅ Total electronic controll ➕