Man, today has been the hardest day yet for me for sure. I currently have a wide open opportunity to "reset the count to 0." I'm extremely grateful for the support this forum provides.
Day 18 - checking in here last night was invaluable. Ended up reading a novel instead of giving into urges. Feeling much better today so far. Thank you all for your support.
Day 0. I wasn't being strict enough with myself. Once I start down that path I don't think I can turn it around, so I need to nip those thoughts in the bud. Let's do this.
Back to day 0 again. Someone said that it doesn't matter how many times you fall but rather how many times you get up. And so it should be.