Congratulations bro!!! 225 days After a long walk you reach Minas Morgul, the dark fortress of Mordor. Once called Minas Ithil, the twin city of Minas Tirith, it was dominated by the forces of PMO in the Third Age. “Upon the further side, some way within the valley's arms, high on a rocky seat upon Ephel Dúath, stood the walls and towers of Minas Morgul. All was dark about it, earth and sky, but it was lit with light. Not the light welling through the marble walls of Minas Ithil long ago, fair and radiant in the hollow of the hills. Paler indeed than the moon ailing in some slow eclipse was the light of it now, wavering and blowing like a noisome exhalation of decay, a corpse-light, a light that illuminated nothing." A superior power is needed so you transformed into a Elf-King: wise, powerful and immortal.
yeah man, that´s a reset. edging is masturbation, so you got to go back to orc. if the standards are hard and it´s difficult to deal with the sexual arousal, why not channel that arousal towards your wife? sex is allowed, so why not have sex when you want? that way it will be more easy to you, plus it will boost your marriage . think about it bro.
Checking in Fellowship The following brothers have upgraded and reach places in Middle Earth. Congratulations!!! @Onan the Barbarian - Hobbit / Hobbiton (proud of you bro!! Let´s do this!!! ) @Ashen One - Buckleberry Ferry / Shire @MyGodandMyAll27 - Pass of Caradhras / Misty Mountains @HE^MAN - Elf-King / Minas Morgul Nothing more to add for today. I hope all the Fellowship is going well . Have a great day my brothers!!! Checking out.
Checking in dear friends - Day 104 Last year when I first started on this forum, my goal was no PMO But because I used to fish every now and again I could never get very far So last Nov I realised that No PMO had to include no Fishing, and no exceptions Since then all was good up to about 3 weeks ago when the urges came back I hadn't been fishing, or surfing, staying away from anything erotic, so where were they coming from? And yesterday it hit me - there is a strong culture of flirtatious "banter" in work between men and women, and I have been heavily involved in this, this year, almost as if it was innocent as it wasn't PMO etc... but it is not innocent. I remembered when I used to be in relationships, the sick feeling in my gut if my girlfriend flirted with someone else, that horrible feeling of being made a cukold. And now I am the one flirting with other men's wifes and girlfriends... I am not talking about flirting as a part of courting or between two eligible people, I am talking about flirting with the women in work, none of whom are single First no PMO, then no Fishing, now NO to the Flirting - it ends here and I will be held accountable by this Fellowship of digital warriors Thank you again friends for your support
Day 6, Uruk-Hai today! It has taken a little while to get back on the horse but here I stand! Thank you for your support Fellowship!
Day 2 I had to start again! I let my urges get the better of me and I relapsed, but I’m still going to keep trying - I started this reboot on March 1st, and as I work better to arbitrary timescales I hope the ideas of keeping March ‘clean’ carries me through!
Tuesday check-in I'm at a point where I feel way better than I did two weeks ago and am very thankful to be PMO-free...but still having trouble focusing for long periods of time! Annoying. It's like being in a dream you can't quite wake up from. I've prayed today but not much else. Some light exercise. I'll try to do some mindfulness soon.
Wow, that's some awesome insight into yourself. I totally get it, too. Calling yourself on flirting indicates the increased self-awareness you are aquiring. Nice reflection.