Day 4. Looking forward and trying to use that energy on productive stuff like my studies my work etc. Instead of PMO and all his fake illusions
Day 2 complete! @Mathman1994 RiseToGreatness said it best and I'm not sure there's anything to add, so I'll just leave my two cents that I agree with him. As someone who tanked a relationship once by being too lustful and self-centered...it doesn't work the way you think it will. Just don't do it! We don't call ourselves SometimesFap.
Yes brother , that's why I put No P in the counter . I REALLY DON'T WANT P . In my experience I found out that I usually do P because the urges is hard. As the P is addictive my thoughts and thinking start to change . In P they see women as a object , like a toy to please men . they take out the feelings and human nature out of it (you know what I'm talking about) . Well, people start softcore and then they find themselves in extreme filthy side . So , just giving out that habit will be huge accomplishment to me. I know mastrubation is also addictive and bad. I'm hoping after I'm free of P, I can stop M also. Don't get me wrong ! I'm not using a excuse to do M , I will fight with all my strength to gain control of myself. I plan to use M as a last resort to avoid P . I don't know if my plan is correct but so far it seems to working and I will update the status here. Also the thing about recovery is every person is different and one method may work for a person but it doesn't have to work for the other person, Everyone is different.
Day 95. Headed to Florida today with the fam. Sometimes long boring car rides get my brain thinking of P so wish me luck. I have lapsed after a long car ride before.
Day 4 Morning run,workout and a bunch of cold showers.Brain fog is slowly decreasing and i had almost no urges today.Not letting my guard down tho!This false sence of security has led me to many relapses before... Best of luck brothers!
1 day Prayer. Missed my prayers yesterday. Abstinence. Cheat day yesterday. Rest. Hit the driving range for a couple hours. Went to bed to late. Exercise. messed up. Nutrition. Ate really healthy. Cutting out rice cakes now. Thought they were a good idea. Too much of an insulin response from them. Temptations. none last night. Kept myself occupied with golfing stuff until I went to bed. Hmmmm.... Maybe I just need to always keep myself occupied.
"THE LORD OF THE RINGS CHALLENGE" am in and am still trying to figure this site out but am in Day 1 now 0rc
Checking in Day 127 free from MO. Day 199 free from Porn. Got hit with some pretty heavy fatigue last night, tension and anxiety surfaced before and I had insomnia last night, these recurring symptoms are really kicking my butt. For the first time in a long time I had the urge to masturbate and it's clear that this was all to overcome the discomfort I was feeling..so clearly no dice in giving in..but man...I have to say it's been rough.