Starting over at Day 0. I fought off plenty of urges today, but not enough of them, not all of them. Truth be told I'm going through another tough spot right about now. I'm grateful I had the strength to open up NoFap instead of going off for a yesfap. My problem is that I've forgotten what it's like to say no to the urges. Though it's necessary, it's very uncomfortable, and I haven't been willing to accept that. So here's to tomorrow--another day of discomfort and progress.
34 days. For almost the whole last week, I felt quite low, didn't do much work and didn't exercise that much. But during the weekend, my energy came back and so did my urges. Yesterdays urges where pretty strong and I even got half erections just by being close to women on the street, I didn't even look at them or fantasise about anything, it was like their mere presence made me aroused... Luckily, I played music with some friends in the afternoon which helped kill the urges for a moment. In the evening, urges became strong again so I went for a run and did some push-ups which eased the urges.
Starting in here with 0 days! My best record ever is of 70 days of no porn, masturbation and orgasm. Anyone there to cheer me up, please?
Day 8. Before bed last night I had an urge, but again, accepting it (not acting on it) and simply falling asleep worked wonders. Denying the thought seems to give it great and terrible power, so I don't and poof, I have power over it. This week my brother an I will climb a mountain, so I have to prepare! Have a good week, my fellows!
Checking in my friends, terrible withdrawal day, in part due to bad sleep and excessive food intake. i will take proper adjustments. In terms of the reboot strategy, no deviations, i´m doing everything by the book, so no hesitations I hope you´re doing better than me. Have a good day Fellowship
Day 20 Just hanging out in Bree! I had a good holiday weekend w/ family. The task today is to start easing back into routine and good habits, since Saturday and Sunday I mostly traveled and then hung out drinking beer and eating meat. I am not complaining. I did, however, still pray and take one cold shower during the weekend. Today so far I have prayed and done some work. I will do more stuff that is pro-recovery before the day is over. Feeling more peaceful today, I am very grateful to God for that.