Day 7 complete. Challenge completed. A small victory, but still a victory. Next step - the 14 day challenge.
Day 1 December 26, 2021 Sunday I am still having anxiety. Still have a fear. Brain is still dead, can't concentrate. Motivation is nil. Still fighting. Recently my brain is filled with cuckold fantasy and i am deep down inside that pit. Let my god show me the correct path.
Day 2 Decemeber 27,2021 Monday I thought of joining gym and joining a course. But i am having a starting trouble. I know only way to quit this is to change or replace it with other habits. A strong memmory of a porn i watched is haunting my mind from morning. I am obsessing about that beautiful girl in that video. I am sad for her, why did she do it, she is so beautiful and she is destroying her life. She is following me in form of memmory. Anyway i have to move forward.
My government closed all gyms till January 18th, which sucks a lot, because I enjoy going to the gym and personally think that my government is becoming more communistic. I'd say go before you can't.