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90 Day Journal - 2nd Try

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by rp007, Jan 13, 2022.

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  1. Jan 28, 2022 #21
    Sharking

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    Alright, stop treating it like a challenge, 90 days is unreal level for you yet, do 3 days streaks at least and try to stay on that for some time and months later you can try for longest strikes. Take my advice when you finally get tired of struggling with yourself and your brain
     
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  2. Jan 28, 2022 #22
    Coub

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    My Journal
    Hi,
    for mobile I went hard mode, I blocked basically my whole Internet on it(including browser and shop). I couldn't stop thinking about while I had a way to vent out just inside my pocket. It would've required Godlike will if I didn't do it. Last dangerous pick is my PC on which I blocked hell lot of pages but there's always one black sheep which I block before I relapse.
     
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  3. Jan 28, 2022 #23
    rp007

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    I see the sense in your advice. Best way to achieve what I want to is by taking little steps, and extending it from the previous attempt and make this a regular routine of my daily life.
     
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  4. Jan 29, 2022 #24
    rp007

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    Day 1:

    Feeling much better. Also, reading one of the books that I got as a recommendation in this site - Your Brain on Porn by Gary Wilson. Good material to pick up and read if anyone wants to understand the psychology behind porn and our mind's reaction to it.

    Reading all the stories from the book instills a sense of a normal feeling - that millions of other people had the same issues that i am facing now, and were able to overcome it and get to a better life.

    - RP
     
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  5. Jan 31, 2022 #25
    rp007

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    Day 2:

    Slight moments where I almost considered peeking a bit, but I just stopped myself going back.

    Feeling good than yesterday. Did exercise for a bit also. Overall a good day.

    - RP
     
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  6. Feb 2, 2022 #26
    rp007

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    Day 5:

    Day 3 and 4 went fast and no urges felt whatsoever. Today, I'm feeling that little bit of urge coming back. Keeping that in my mind and will try to continue this journey..

    - RP
     
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  7. Feb 6, 2022 #27
    rp007

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    Day 8:

    Feeling good. One thing to note, I got wet dreams yesterday night while sleeping. Woke up feeling a bit groggy, but then after sometime it was pretty normal. I'm glad that my mind is still clear and I'm not dull because of that, unlike the state I'll be when i do PMO.

    Will continue to stay alert.

    - RP
     
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  8. Feb 6, 2022 #28
    rp007

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    Relapsed again. So I'm setting my counter back to 0. No one else to blame but myself for nicely fucking this chance up.

    Restarting again.

    - RP
     
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