Day 11 I’ve been pretty good at following my schedule so far, but I have to get a bit tighter with it. I let the morning part drag on too long. I finished “The Way of Men” today and it gave me a lot to think about. In the book he makes a distinction between being a good man and being good at being a man. I try to be a good man, yet I’m not historically very good at being a man. I will go over this book again and take notes. I think this is one to dig a bit deeper into. This is one I would recommend as a good introduction to the idea of masculinity and why our modern era gets so much wrong in that department. Got a couple good body language signals from girls walking around today. There’s one where they look down a certain way which is supposed to be a sign of submission, but I don’t completely know whether that’s a good thing or not. In the end I’m still an amateur, but I find it interesting none the less. I’ve noticed that if I deliberately look for them I don’t tend to get them… You gotta kinda catch them in the act. I have been super absent minded though… I did laundry today only to put the dirty cloths in the drier before putting them in the wash… I also forgot to set a timer and burnt my dinner. Still edible, but not the best.
Unfortunately I didn’t have the opportunity to take a cold shower in the middle of the day, but thankfully I had other means of occupying my distracted mind. In their current form these urges are under control within a few minutes, but should I be alone with my thoughts I’ll take the opportunity to have a cold shower.
Day 346 no PMO. Had a slight urge yesterday so I moved my phone away from me and let it pass. All good other than that.
Day 0 again but I'm not giving up as long as I feel some hope. If anyone else is trailing behind, I'm joining the company If not, I don't care, I will walk alone.
You won't definitely work alone despite the mileage. We are together so, join to the company. Try to think about and post the trigger here; we can tell you about our experiences with it.
Thanks bro! I did it Congrats man! Man, I honestly never recommend anyone of using this sh*t. It will only make you addicted to attention and there's almost no chance that you'll get someone there. A hazardous waste of time. Day 6 starting, ready to do my best. In 9 days I'll be doing a really important exam, so until then I'll be giving my best studying.
Day 10! Medium urges yestarday (always are stronger when I want to focus in something) but I manage them. I worked out today and get up early. Keeping strong!