Azkaban — Day 6 Today I told my SO about my latest slip-up (she already knew about my struggle with addiction). It was a healthy and helpful conversation, at the end of which we decided to try not having intercourse for a while. So, for the next two or three weeks (maybe more) I am in the hard mode.
Day 16! My friends at work have mentioned the new Harry Potter game - looks sick! I guess I should reveal a secret which I hope it doesn't get me kicked from the challenge I'm not a fan of Harry Potter. Not that I dislike it or anything, I've just never cared enough and the times I've watched it/read - I ended up losing interest half way through. I remember going to the cinema watching a Harry Potter film as a kid and leaving halfway through (went with my parents, my mother also left as she fell asleep ahah), trying to read my dad's Harry Potter collection and giving up after few weeks... I just have stories like those. With this said, it's also funny how I've managed to roleplay as a Harry Potter teacher in a Garry's Mod server about Hogwarts (... I was some sort of history teacher so I ended up teaching... a traditional history class lol), or ended up playing a lot of the mobile game even if I'm not a fan of micro transactions and anything (was a good game to play in the toilet, for sure). Anywwaaayss... the world does draw me in. I watched Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them and as much as I don't remember much about the film I remember having a good time. I dig how the world works, how politics go, how cool it is to learn spells and stuff - maybe there's a lot of things I'm making up as I've read little and my exposition is from that film and a weird Harry Potter mobile game I used to play for months in my lovely toilet but those things are fascinating - it gives me hype and hope after watching the upcoming game, I hope they make a really good game because if they do I'm definitely playing it or perhaps get for real in the world. Just some thoughts. Have a good day everyone, and keep fighting against this!
Oh my goodness, yes! I am so excited for Hogwarts Legacy! I have the Xbox Series X so I can't wait to play it. I'm not a huge gamer, so it's never been a problem, but Hogwarts Legacy I might have a tough time staying away from lol. Also everyone here is welcome, fan or not.
It's nearly 30 days but I relapse this morning. I'm the prisoners of azkaban now. I'm not really sure the cause of it, but I think it's the combination slip in temptation, lack of activity, and maybe stress?
