Day 48, Dont follow the herd. Last night I was curious to see what terms are searched most on the internet, however, this was its own form of fishing. I was curious to see what the majority of people were doing on the internet. It doesnt matter what everyone else is doing. What matters is what you are doing for yourself and those around you. Stay strong fellowship!
Day 108 I had a dream last night that I was off the wagon and relapsing - I’m a vivid dreamer so I woke up feeling incredibly disappointed in myself, only to realise it was all in my head! Had a nice day off; errands, gym, a long walk, and a trip to the pub in the evening. Talked a lot about relationships and it’s really making me realise I have a lot of self-development to do, so I better crack on!
I had very similar experience two days ago in my dream, but ended up well and without any wet stuff. But it feels bad even if you do wrong thing in your dream. It's not worth to despair over small spot on you and throw yourself into mud over it, but it is common sense to be happy that it's only a small spot which is really easy to clean. Here I am talking about wet dreams. If they happen it's a spot but to allow yourself MO(or PMO)over it it's to throw yourself into mud of Lust head on.
Starting out day 7 today. Last day as an Orc. Yesterday went well as I was with Family. Today it's home alone. It is going to be a challenge. But I am ready...
Check in. Hey @RiseToGreatness can u update my tag? Im a hobbit Feeling a lot of urges. Though days. Stay calm, stay resilient.
Day 0, Nazgul. I was once a man, now enslaved by the power of the PMO ring. This ring has been enslaving me a lot recently. Something is not right. Maybe it's in my attitude, or my action plan, or something else I haven't thought of yet. Checking in every few days to report a new day 0 is not how this will continue. This can be done. I just need to...do it, I suppose. Whatever it takes. Today's reset was especially bad. Not what I'd call a binge, but in a short span of time I returned to several behaviors which I had really hoped were left behind for good. I want this to be my wake-up call. Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, have mercy on us.
I'm meeting a girl that I like from my class tomorrow, maybe something will happen! We're getting along really well so far.. God's will be made!! Pray for me please! Never had a gf and this is new for me haha.