Came here a little earlier than usual today because I’m feeling some strong urges. Nothing major but also some disappointment in the projected outcome of another pursuit (which likely stirred up the urges. Too early to be disappointed really, and my expectations were probably too high. Staying strong.
@canada123 @Senju Hashirama @frosties @Priam05 @ResettingLuke @SquidCook How are my fellow Ravenclaws doing??
Fuck it. I'm tired of playing this game of "I have to reset my counter every day because I masturbate in bed as soon as I wake up.". It's over, I have to go back to my discipline... My record of no P is almost 6 months. My record of no M is just 45 days, I have to get to those 90 days NOW. I'm starting to believe that I've been depressed since I went back to M on February this year. It's been tragic months, I've been suicidal almost every week, and I think this has to do with the lack of energy I'm wasting every morning on stupid fantasies. Fuck those, I'm changing now. In 9 hours I will complete my first 24 hours of no M, tomorrow morning I will STOP all those fantasies in my head and wake up. No more of this shit, I gotta change my life. Starting now, see you on the road brothers... Prizioner of Azkaban: Day 0. P.S. Today I went to see the latest Fantastic Animals movie, it was fun!