Day 10 completed. I'm so proud I made it to the precious double digits! the last couple of days were so daunting with withdrawals and urges, but I overcame : ) I'll keep going.
Day 12 completed. I am feeling comfortable with my lows now. I am not desperately looking for ways to feel better -- so no urges for PMO rn. In case I get urges again, I'll fight em again. Being alone and down for the first time felt so serene yesterday as I embraced the loneliness. It was not as scary as it seemed. I realized it was just another beautiful part of me that I had abandoned out of fear. I'm glad I took the opportunity to connect with myself like that instead of diving into dopamine pumpers when I felt low. I will keep this journey going.
Congratulations on your journey and your progress. It looks like you went through a breakthrough, there'll be many more challenges but keep the faith and you'll achieve them.