I'm tired of this and want my life back!

Hey guys on day 8 here! Finally a week with no onions but last night I had a bad slip up when I got in bed and couldn’t sleep so my mind started fantasizing about me and some women going at it like animals, but before I knew it. 30 minutes had flew by and I was about to jerk off. I realized what I was doing and hopped up went to the bathroom to pew and try to find something to calm me down and fall asleep. I think it was my boredom acting up trying to get me to masturbate as I had done really nothing for the couple hours before bed.

 

On day 11 and feeling good I haven't had an urge in 2 days and i actually have started some drawing projects.

 

Hey guys i'm at day 12 ! How is everyone else doing today!

 

You got this bro I believe in you

 

Woohoo Made it 16 Days! I have beaten my highest streak so far without pmo!

 

Thanks so much I hope so too

 

I need some advice.
I just hit 24 days pmo free and last night had a wet dream and made a mess in my sleep. will this set back my progress any or this something I cant control and just not count it.

 

Ok thanks man I was a bit worried for a sec

 

Hey guys ...... so unfortunatly I relapsed last night after a stressful day at work and looked at porn and pmo'd, I thought i was going to make it too the 30 days but i fell a little short, but i am not giving in this relapse has just put a bit more fire in my belly to keep going and to kick this addiction to the curb I have made it to the longest i have been without pmo and i know i can do better starting today!

 

Hey guys been away for a little bit but I am back and do not have any good news.
I have been binging porn and masturbating for the last couple days at least twice a day. I feel like crap when I woke up this morning after relapsing last night. I feel like i have lost a lot of progress and lost sight of what I was doing right earlier this week and how i slipped back into this old habit. Today I looked up a few video to try and help boost my mood and I am going to start journaling at least once a day to help try and figure out what is going on in my life and maybe catch the thoughts or behaviors that are leading to my relapses. Also I picked up a book that I started reading called The Last Relapse on porn recovery that I am going to be reading to help me through these hard times. I am grateful for any of you who stop and read my messages on here when I do post you guys give me hope that I will one day be porn free and live my best life!