Day 30 no PMO. Feeling good. Walked/ran 7 miles yesterday. It was a beautiful day and I wanted to be outside. I did have some slight urges yesterday thinking back to the last PMO session and how I liked the last scene I saw. Luckily I was able to move my mind along and I think my walk helped a lot.
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 150 Days Free of PMO. Quick check in today Stay Strong! 150 days – After leaving the Tower you enter Mordor, the Black Land of PMO. The sky is dark and the fires of lust are everywhere. Remembering the words of the Council, you step into the blasted territory. "There is evil there that does not sleep, and the Great Eye is ever watchful. It is a barren wasteland, riddled with fire and ash and dust, the very air you breathe is a poisonous fume."
12 days Middle urges yesterday at morning and some fog after lunch. The urges staterted after that I spent time in tiktok. I don't have the app installed but I enter trought a browser. Managed focusing on my work Today I will not make the same mistake. I worked out and took a cold shower. Keep strong my brothers
I'm joining the Lord of The Rings Challenge! I can't edit my signature just yet though, but I'm 8 days no PMO and a hobbit! I've had a lot of free time as of late, especially with my winter break between college semesters. Trying to incorporate new hobbies into my regimen without getting over obsessive or pushing myself too hard (It's what has caused me to overstress and relapse in the past!) Staying strong! Edit: Now I can actually edit my signature, cool!
Don't need feel sorry for posting often bro , the thread's purpose itself is to let your feelings out when you are having strong urges.
Day 1 Windy as hell today! My morning routine while nothing fancy went well today, glad I stuck to it. I gotta do it every day possible. Been tired, didn't get enough sleep I guess. Not a lot to say about today really.
1 day - At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around. Quest Item - Sting Welcome to the fellowship @Shaggyisdeaf
Day 1 I was carrying all these years the One Ring without knowing its true power. Now, Gandalf has told me the story about it. I didn't believe him and as evidence, i wanted to throw it into the fire. But i couldn't do it. Something held me back. The Dark Lord already knows where the Ring is. Everyone is here in danger because of the ring. Therefore, i am preparing myself to leave the Shire. i am going to destroy this ring once and for all.
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 151 Days Free of PMO. Relatively good week overall, today I start my workout again, part of me is excited (minus the lack of quality sleep hah). I had taken week off, to let my body heal. Remember brothers, we are contending with an addiction on the daily, rewiring our automatic decisions and facing many stressors, what we use to numb out. We must make time for rest, find the appropriate frequency between improvement and rest. (Stress+Rest = Growth) Let us not forget the rest. Stay Strong! @breaking-myths Thank you brother! @Paul S. There is no need to delete your posts and no need to apologize brother, we are here as a fellowship to support and hear one another out. Do not let the urge overrun your mind. Go out , get some fresh air, spend time in nature and exercise. @Shaggyisdeaf Welcome to the fellowship!
Thank you to everyone who welcomed me into the fellowship! I genuinely appreciate it. I'm really happy to be a part of the fellowship and be on this journey, I truly feel empowered and energized more! Day 9 Free This morning when I woke up I felt amazing, it was like a fresh sense in my mind. Yesterday wasn't fun because of the withdrawal struggles/hard situations I put myself through (I'm also trying to not do as much entertainment- Youtube- etc.), but today has proven to be true that if you stick through it you'll get better and grow on the other side! It was harder to act productively yesterday, but I'm going to take advantage of today to do work I love!
Day 30 Radagast, the Brown, in his rabbit sleigh delivered me an Evenstar – a silver necklace with a white stone. "When the memory of the fear and the darkness troubles you...this will bring you aid". Quest Item – Evenstar