Day 24. Met with friend to play pool thing. I enjoyed. I haven't played it in years. Let's say this was my weekend. Time to go back to doing stuffs. I don't know... It's lonely to work from home. Going to university to teach algebra once a week is not enough for me. I have to keep this in mind, when searching for new job. Until that, I'll try to go to libraries more often. Spoiler: Journey stuff Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 24. No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.). Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day. 13 done.
25 days – You try to pass through Caradhras but the PMO forces were strong there. You make a detour to the Dwarven Realm of Moria.
Day 57 - Warrior I think I am sure certain fellow brothers wants to hear more than just simple check ins on my end. But sometimes there is nothing to say. I think some/few of you brothers will be upset because your struggling with your urges. Struggling to get back up after a fall but for me what I am going to say below this is not the case. I don't like to admit to this but here it is. TBH, I was actually considering to relapsing due to the feeling of "Not good enough". Intentionally trigger myself by looking at P and follow it to a full relapse. Something I was reflecting in other areas in my life. Not about my NoFap journey. I am confident enough to do this journey. Absolutely, I know I can do this. But this was hard to admit here. This is almost an equivalence to relapsing to boredom for me which I have done a couple of times in the past before starting my Hard Mode journey here. There is only one good thing when I commit to no PMO/Semen Retention/NoFap lifestyle. But that's it. I will not say this though. I will save that for later. But I didn't give in to my PMO Ring. In the end, No PMO. It was over once it was 1v1 sword fight with Aragorn. Lurtz was no match. A struggle to win just like Aragorn but came through in the end. Let's go Fellowship. Fighting as Warrior of Gondor.
Checking in Fellowship Friend's! 11 days Free of PMO. As I mentioned in a past post my posts will be verify brief for at least the next month. Stay Strong!
Day 25. Wet dream last night. I am not surprised. First wet dream is usually between 3 and 4 weeks. Seems this is how my physiology works. After wet dream I am quite tempted. I hope I won't use this as an excuse. Spoiler: Journey stuff Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 25. No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.). Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day. 13 done.
Today is Day 8 ... the new Challenge seems to be the best thing I done and started for years !! nice to hear that some of you seem to be interested maybe I have time to work sth out have a great day tomorrow have a great start in the day have a great sleep and use ur time to its best! GREETS