Hello everyone I joined this year in 2020 and made some good recovery But then stuff happened and i was not able to regularly check in I tried couple of times but here I am right now
Day 5 I must not think about it, or let my energy out unconsciously. So i must stay aware of my thoughts and feelings, and take care of them with a loving and caring hand.
Day 3 Checking in Beginning today until Friday I am on a hackaton. For the ones that doesn't know, are special days where you can work on yuur work projects or creation or for learning something. I am very excited because I am modifying a product that is far away of my regular job to make it more accesible. Also my wife just arrived. My life returns to the normality. And the journey continues...
Do any have this problem or it is just me. I don't get any notification in my alert section from this group. I watched this thread but still not get any updates. Is it only me or others? And is there any solution to this?
day 0 Still on my goals objectives but I know that I can to reach more, I installed tinder, so is something that always affect me. I have to find better ways to know girls. Today I worked out and took a cold shower. Keep strong my brothers.
Day 12. Work is on the table. Have a productive day! Stay on track and believe, believe in yourself. Forces are meant to be forced by you - should not forcing you. STAY STRONG DAMN!
Day 61 - Warrior @Baki Hanma When I hear "nightfall" I don't understand that. Now I get it. Wet dreams right? Yup, that's discipline right there for Nick Walker and others. Genetics accompanied with hard work. No one can look like that if you don't put that work in regardless if they are drinking the "kool aid" or not. If you understand what that means little brother. Yeah, that is not my goal but as I said if I had that opportunity I could most likely do it Most certainly, I appreciate the work ethnic with these bigger bodybuilders because that is dedication to look like that. Yes, it is all about discipline in that area including in the NoFap journey and other areas as well.
Checking in Fellowship Friend's! 1 day Free of PMO. I have allowed my emotions to take reign for the last while, it's time to bring them back in line. Early check in for me today, I have certain things to do. Stay Strong! 1 day - At Buckland, Bilbo gives you Sting - an Elven short-sword made in Gondolin. It will turn blue when porn forces are around. Quest Item - Sting @nerdy_owl @breaking-myths Let's rise again together brothers!
Day 29. Thinking about my dreams recently. Why are they so not realistic? When I was teenager, I dreamt racing cars. Honestly, I still do, but maybe not as a job, but something for free time. Still doesn't seem realistic. Then I dreamt working in finance and I did work there for 4 years. But it appears, that it involves lots of dishonesty, lying and stress. All of which I hate. Then I dreamt to work in university and I do work there, but it appears that I don't have psychological properties for that. I poorly deal with lack of stability, loneliness, lack of clear direction. Now I "dream" working as a data engineer. Good moneys, medium levels of stress, hopefully friendly colleages. Why not? Yeah... Why not... That's how enthusiasm sounds like. Nice relationship. Well... Could happen... 365 days nofap harmodes? I dreamt about it, but 6 years of trying and no results. Let's raise a glass or two of water to dead dreams. Psychologist says that I should learn to grieve more. For people and things I already lost. For things I don't have. And for things I won't have. After grieving I'll be ready for something new. Spoiler: Journey stuff Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 29. No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.). Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day. 13 done.