at day 3 , will be a year a few months from now

I was posting here last year in june or july , I dont even remember tbh . I try to do this and go for 10-11 days and then i relapse . I have gone for a max for 20 days . I have decided to call it quits for good this time . I am embarrassed to tell anyone about this in my real life and can't afford a therapist as of now . Today 2pm I completed day 3 . I have set a target of 30 days . I will write a small success story everyday at around 2-3 pm everyday giving y'all updates . Do give tips what to do and what to look out for

Thanks

 

well I hate to say it but i saw porn and masturbated yesterday at 12:44am . i did it for almost 3.5 days and now my goal is 10 days . I keep downloading reddit and twitter and see random porn clips there . Will have to minimize its exposure

 

yep i am a student

 

again replapsed just now . wtf is wrong with me

 

thanks for writing this , i will surely keep this in mind. Should i talk about this with others ? is that what you would recommend . could you tell more about the 12 step program ?

 

well i completed day 1 , it went great . no hiccups of any sort

 

day 2 done y'all . had a ball of a time

 

Day 3 done bois . Yessssss

 

Thanks for the recommendation. Will surely try those

 

Day 4 done people. A friend came to town and I spent so much quality time with him .

 

Again relapsed . After 4.5 days . Will start meditating from today . Will keep at it

 

Day 2 done bois

 

Day 3 done

 

Thanks for the suggestion. I am trying to progress step by step , like last week my streak was 4.5 days and now it’s 5 days so I am trying to get better slowly . And you must have heard this quote , shoot for the moon even if you miss you will land among the stars . I will also watch the video and take suggestions.

 

Day 5 done . An improvement of 0.5 days from my last streak the previous week which was 4.5 days .