Day 49. Woke up with temptations. Wanted to fantasise and masturbate, but pushed myself out of beds before anything happened. I am happy about this. And I thank God that bit by bit I am learning honourable behaviour. For today, I am planning meeting with friends, then I'll come here to see what's what and then I would like to study. Have a nice Sunday, guys! Spoiler: Journey stuff Next reward - denim jacket on July 3rd. Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 49. No matter what happens in my life, this is important to me and this streak has to continue. No coffee at all. No tea, chocolate, etc. after 18:00. Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day.
Day 52 @Paul S. Is incredible how God helps you in your own way. If I'd be having the temptations you are, I would fall in no time. My way of facing this is to not having temptations. I think is much better. But still in the way you're facing the path, God managed to keep you up. For me, is incredible.
Day 49. II. Emergency report. Tempted. Not a good situation. I have to go for a walk. Overconfidence is not a good thing. If I think "I can stay home. I'll manage", that's when I have to go for a walk. How many times I relapsed in the past falsely thinking that risk is manageable? Let's fight! Spoiler: Journey stuff Next reward - denim jacket on July 3rd. Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 49. No matter what happens in my life, this is important to me and this streak has to continue. No coffee at all. No tea, chocolate, etc. after 18:00. Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day.
Day 49. III. Emergency report. Something is wrong with my thinking. How about a night walk? Spoiler: Journey stuff Next reward - denim jacket on July 3rd. Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 49. No matter what happens in my life, this is important to me and this streak has to continue. No coffee at all. No tea, chocolate, etc. after 18:00. Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day.