Thats my log. I want to complete 3 months. I know its a longterm goal. But i must do it. Ive suffered enough. Lost opportunities with women i have to do it.
The urgies come so fast and when iam watching porn i dont even think about it. I just do it. Thats what iam afraid. I will try to battle it. I have to win or i will keep being depressed for a long time..
Was supposed to do the July challenge relapsed 2 weeks in now its been 2 weeks since I relapsed so I'm gonna try my best to hold out for the rest of the month... I swear once I get to 2 weeks it's almost like I'm not even in control of myself anymore lol. But I will do it im commute because I know I feel like shit when I do relapse vs feeling alive and on the edge when I abstain ..
Day 1. All good for now. I dont feel good since i relapsed but i know this thing is eating my life little by little. My goal is 2 weeks for a start
You can do this man, every time you fall remember to pick yourself up as soon as you can. It's not about how hard we fall, it's how fast we can pick ourselves up. Every time we fall it becomes an opportunity to begin again, only the next time you stand up stronger, all the best!