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Archimal
Fapstronaut, Male, 41
NoFap Defender
I've been doing well with building habits. Half Goggin-style kicking my own ass, half Peterson-style understanding and forgiving myself. Apr 24, 2020
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About
More than a decade of running from and suppressing my pain has caused me to waste the best years of my life and leave the pain to build and grow.
At the moment I'm working on it with a full detox which I plan to make permanent abstention. Every day I wake to the pain which is now exponential compared to back then. Every day is a battle not to relapse in any way to dull the pain. Every day is a challenge to learn from the pain and incorporate it into myself.
I've made steps in the right direction. They've been the most painful steps of my life. Finally, I welcome them. My old companion pain has been with me long enough and it's time we work out our differences and take our separate ways.
We'll see each other again from time to time, there's no doubt. For now, I have a lot to discuss with my close companion pain. A lot to work out.
I think part of this is to also help others with insights I've gleamed in my time. If I can't save myself then maybe I can save another.
An important personal meme to myself that means everything to me: 1stepInteract
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