not doing p but potential hook up just contacted me....don't want to do it. want a break. but why is this so damn tempting!!!
If it weren't tempting, then the struggle to choose what is better would become instantly meaningless. :) Choose what will help you, not what your body wants you to. :)
heading into day 11 with the support of Nofap. hit the gym hard yesterday and exhausted myself. still wanted to look at P but abstained.
It is pretty uncomfortable. It will go away if you continue to abstain. If won't just keep building and building and building. You'll actually begin to feel really great. Just be patient.
day 9 here we go. using this site to stay focused. it's most definitely a daily emotional adventure to do this. staying open to what
day 8 almost over. i'm ok. day was ok. surprisingly i think i'm suffering from that blue balls syndrome thing. this will pass too.
day 6. having intense charged dreams. friends say i look tired. energy levels fluctuating. this is intense.
Thanks. I really want to get in "trouble" this morning. but am just focusing on getting out the door for work. My mind is replaying stuff and making me long for it. committed to no PMO just for today.
Very good! At first, a day at a time is all we can do! (Take it from one who's just ended a 75-day "streak".)
75 days. that's great man. thanks for the hope. i totally appreciate the encouragement. yesterday was rough. i had no idea how much i rely on P to deal with stress and fear. i'm hoping it will get easier. feeling lethargic a lot and wish i could sleep all day. staying focused on the 90 reboot. thanks again, man.