@nelloJ Simply : yes. Everytime you realise that it is a relapse, and still want to quit right after, at least a part of your brain knows that this is not what you want. Focussing and strengthening that part (the decision maker) over your urges is what will, God Willing, set you free :)
Stay strong my friend! Good to know what you want! SO now lets work together to GET what you want! hwaiting!
thanks for the support guys! Doesn't always work, but I tried listening to some hillsong music, and now I don't feel any urges :)
Due to a stroke of serendipity, I didn't relapse today. I also did a decent amount of work and I'm feeling better about myself - day 1
Had a wet dream, then I succumbed to the chaser effect and PMO'd. Only made it to say 5 but it felt like day 50...
Is your phone an Apple product. If so, I recommend you download BestBlocker, it's a good app to block out porn and other erotic adult content.
Stressed and underperformed. My productivity just keeps getting worse and worse. Feeling very lonely right now. Just want a hug. - day 4
One of those days where nothing goes as planned... “if you don't fall you won't learn". Time to learn I guess
Thanks dude... Before I quit, I read your comment on my profile. It kept echoing in my conscience because I knew the answer already. Thanks Mark
Welcome back. Can't say I haven't thought of quitting, but when I do, I remind myself how bad it was in PMO hell. Trying, with the occasional failure, seems a better life.
Agreed. This time however I'm going to make a difference. I don't need a huge streak, I just want my streaks to improve at a consistent rate
I'm crying as I write this, but I'm sorry guys I give up. All I've learned is that it's better to be selfish & live for yourself than others
At this very moment I still don't feel the urge to pmo. However, I feel so lonely and despondent that I want to pmo just to feel something
Hey, @nelloJ! Tomorrow's another day, guy! Just don't go negative, start binging and make yourself feel out of control... So, what are you going to do to FILL your life with good stuff, good people, good vibes... now that you're making room for it? No-PMO is only half the equation, IMO.
Although I haven't been journalling lately, I've kept away from PMO for the past week... But only because I never felt the urge to pmo
Let my friends down at an interschool basketball comp today. They were so disappointed & upset...I really wished I pulled my weight better
@jest I think I'm good :). I was tempted to fap for an hour in bed, but I stayed strong like a samurai.