ctjohn

Day 50! I never would have thought. This is my longest streak since before having a problem...maybe more

If I go back to P, I will go back to wasting my life. If I go back to P, I will go back to wasting my life.

It amazes me how confident you can feel at one moment and how weak you can feel at another craving PMO

40 days, 1 hour, and 55 minutes PM free. I still have urges but they're more rare and I immediately move to defeat them

Lately been finding my brain trying to justify a return to porn. Been able to distract myself but I'm worried I can only do it for so long

30 days!! How the hell did that happen?!? lol

On day 22 no PM. Not even sure how I got this far, but I'm thrilled.

Two hours away from being 18 days without P, 20 without M. No P is the goal, but no M is a nice bonus!

Made it two weeks no P. I do think I'm getting some spiritual help in that I seem to get called out of the house every time I come close...

Less than 3 hours away from 2 weeks, but I'm alone and incredibly horny right now. Fighting hard...

10 days without porn! A few days more (~12) without masturbation, but my key focus has been on no porn so I'm very happy.

Feeling really good about how things are going while being very aware of what is potentially around the corner.