DAY 0 I'm thin and dizzy, malnurrished and sleep deprived, and dirty. I feel bad and lonely and all that, but I know it's only temporary withdrawal symptoms fading away as I abstain. I'm quite poor, but earning just enough money currently for me to survive, via a very low wage slavery. Still living in a dirty mess, making me paralyzed with a cluttered mind. Celibacy with sexual purity is the key to my abundant living, I have no benefit wasting my time with deranged evil whores or whorrish girls of any kind. No friends, there's no friend in this evil world, just foolish and lost and wicked people.