1 month of not purchasing time w/cam girls

Over the past few years I got into the terrible habit of spending money on cam girls. I'd estimate it's around 2000USD I've spent. With interest! I'm glad to have finally realized the toxicity of this habit. It feels bad y'all, if you're stuck in the cycle of purchasing time with women who only pretend to like you please stop now. You're better off going to sleep. You will rob yourself of precious time, money and mental energy. I was so delusional, at one I thought I actually had a chance of meeting them in person and forming a real relationship.
I'd really like to hear someone else's experience struggling and overcoming this issue