To my suprise I am actually finding it relativey easy to stay off porn and artificual sexual stimulation. But I feel extremely bored and have a low mood. I have been getting thoughts recently that life is crap anyway, and I might as well relapse? Something I have noticed is I don't really enjoy doing anything. I am not excited to go out and do anything. I seem to find everything dull and boring. So even though I am finding it relatively easy to stay off porn and artificual sexual stimulation, the thoughts I seem to be getting are well life sucks anyway, might as well just PMO? The thing is if I went out and done something and felt good from it and enjoyed it then this would be fine. But like I said I don't seem to enjoy anything, and find everything very dull and boring. Life at the moment seems very dull and boring, and my mood is more low than usual.