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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, May 17, 2018.
Day 2 is over!!! Success!!
I am not new here. Failed again and Entered the relapse cycle. My longest streak was 60days and now when I look back I cant believe in myself how I reached 60 days because it feels impossible now. I was addicted to smoking drinking and weed too. I overcame all those but could not beat this.I need to start fresh. Build my confidence. Stop objectifying women. Stop cheating myself. I know its wrong but every time I post something on this site is only after a relapse including this.i dont know why pmo seems so normal before a relapse. God help me in this journey. All the best for all who are currently struggling with this addiction and god help them find their true self. I am starting with 3days challenge. Day 0.
Day 0...Gonna do this!
Lets not give up this time.
2 Days gone. Only the beginning...
on to day 2
Day 3/3 finished!
Day 0, need to get a few of these under my belt before moving on to 7 days, addiction is too real, need to be real with myself and face that fact. 3 days is better than nothing in my book.
3 Days DONE.
on to completing day 3
I’m doing this. I’ve been fighting a war with myself for far too long, and I’m done simply defending myself from anxiety. I want to fight for peace. I want a real life, with real love and real sex. I’m sick of living my days with porn-induced social anxiety. I’m sick of relieving myself with the very thing causing the problem. I’m sick of self-loathing, cutting myself with razors when trying to stop this addiction feels hopeless. I’m sick of bleeding. I’m sick of pain in my penis from excessive masturbation. I’m sick of living a double life and not feeling truthful to my goals. I’m sick of the porn industry and it’s ”endless tide of depressing misogyny”. I’m sick of feeling morally responsible for the poor lives of young exploited girls. I’m doing this. Wish me good luck.
Grr going round in circles again. day 1 it's my goal to make 3 over the weekend and then 7.
Day 0 again, darn girlfriend ruins everything.
After a few relapses, decided to start all over again with this small challenge. All I have to do is get through the weekend without PMO. Today is day 1.