Check in Sunday feeling like going to the porn sites I used to visit but there is a new will in me which is stopping me
Back to zero. I'm dealing with a lot right now and feeling some depression but also convinced that part of the depression is that I'm giving in too easily to porn. I know I would feel better to get a solid week under the belt and to make some progress on my projects. One day at a time, but I'm visualizing coming back here next Sunday with a week.
35 days monk mode check in. Today was a difficult day and I was very close to relapsing but I did not, so I continue to push forward.
Hi I'm JJ, I have read the rules and would like to join this group. I am 38 years old and I am currently on Day 18.
Checking in. This is usually where things get tough for me. The longest I've gone is 5 weeks, but it always starts a couple weeks before that by obsessing. Time to break that cycle!
After 35 days on monk mode and after a close call yesterday with relapse, I ended up MO last night, no P. Based off my prior experience at around the 30 day mark on monk mode, I start getting strong urges for release so last night I decided to MO rather than take any chances with a possible full blown relapse. I do not know if this will ever change for me but my next goal is to make it to 60 days monk mode.
