Day 0. One day I talked about P, the next moved to looking at P, then used P, two days in a row after that. It's drained me of motivation, this quit was shorter than the last although the relapse isn't as excessive. I need a way to get past 3 weeks this time. I'm going to write a schedule, it will instill a routine and help me identify the days when I am most at risk. I'm not giving up.
54 days Life seems to be easy again. But I feel I'm once again particularly interested in sexy women and sexy photos. I have to work hard to remove my sight. I told my wife all these feelings and she was very supportive of me. I love her, she is very beautiful. In my eyes, she became more and more sexy. I know the danger is on my side. I give everything to God. Bless you all
Today is day 1 24 have an unknown number congratulations on everyone second end so awesome yesterday was a little bit tempting I started to look at things from female LED relations and immediately had to get out of reading about it cuz I just want to be triggered it's kind of what got me here in the first place was a tease and denial fantasy that went way too far so it's definitely something I'm over but I didn't look at it. They were only books that was no videos from I don't do that anymore I'm beyond that. Is anyone's interested in joining the other challenge we have here the last man standing forever here's a link https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?posts/1579326/
Day 12: In my PMO life, 9 days is the streak of no PMO I made, long before and I can't reach it again. But know I am on my day 12 and I wish I would reach more than 365 days and I hope everyone would do so.
Day 18- It was an epic struggle last night after two days with no urges. The urges came roaring back with vigor and zeal for the simple fact I was a little frustrated and tired with learning JavaScript. For all the programming languages I have encountered, JavaScript has got to be the most challenging. Anyway, I can't give up now on learning it if my goal is to become a front end web developer in the not so distant future with ultimate objective of becoming a full stack developer. If I give up now, it will add to the huge list of things I have tried and given up on which will only add fuel to the currently dying fire of PMO inside me. Benefit 13: I will save a lot of time if I walk away from PMO.
I found this interesting hack book on PMO in the link below. The hack author calls it the easy way to quit PMO. It is a little difficult to read in my opinion but it provided me with a lot more ammo to fight PMO https://sites.google.com/site/SPAM REMOVED (spam code #001) - REPORT TO MODERATION/home