50 Days Challenge NO PMO and my Journal

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by ashishdhiman2007, Jul 11, 2015.

  1. ashishdhiman2007

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    I am taking 50 days No PMO challenge .
    Starting from tomorrow i.e. 12 July 2015.
    Hopefully I can do it :)
     
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  2. ashishdhiman2007

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    Ok I am on day 1 . Everything looks pretty Ok till now :p.
    "I can do It !" :)
     
  3. GREAT.. GREAT.. GREAT!!!
    Wish me can do like you bro! :)
     
  4. Erwin

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    Goodluck man!! You can do it ;)
     
  5. ashishdhiman2007

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    Ok had a good day .. No big troubles . Was lonely for some time(the thoughts came rushing...)
    but got busy studying , went for a movie , talked a bit over phone with friends.
     
  6. ashishdhiman2007

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    Still going great :)
    Had problems when my mind started to think about girls but got busy doing things.
     
  7. ashishdhiman2007

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    still everythings going good. Am motivated a lot by seeing others doing quite well. :)
     
  8. ashishdhiman2007

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    Ok I relapsed today after 18 days..was facing some problem controlling my eyes..(e.g.staring at boobs and looking at girls more than required from some days).
    But I am confident enough that i can try again and better myself .
    I definitely need to focus my energy on keeping my self busy and productive.
    Hope I can follow again on this path.
     
  9. ashishdhiman2007

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    I relapsed Again :( . Just was sitting with out keeping myself busy.
     
  10. FreedomIsHere

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    Don't give up man. I just had a relapse after 23 days. It's a journey, there's going to be ups and downs. But this is a lifestyle, you're bound to make some mistakes here and there. But don't give up! You can do it buddy!
     
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    It feels bad that i can't even beat my previous best of 18 days , it was good feeling at that time, feeling of a great confidence and accomplishment but lately I haven't been able to get myself together.
    I have been PMO ing regularly after a day or so.
    What can I do ?

    Mostly after coming from college (after 4-5 PM) , I do not feel like doing anything (like studying,reading,revising ), I just switch on the PC and start browsing news and other information .
    I want to get back again on that good feeling I got when i had some accomplishment of 18 days NoFap.
    Hoping that I ll one day post that even here and more,but no i want some more focus to get at-least near 18 days.. :)
     
  16. Kenzo89

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    My longest streak was 12 days, I felt brilliant but then relapsed for selfish reasons. God knows how many times I relapsed then went on a binge. It felt impossible to go past 3 days before relapsing again but I'm happy that I'm on my 8th day into NOFAP. We just have to fight off the temptations by embracing it.
     
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  17. ashishdhiman2007

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    Yup its been 7 days and the feeling are quite good. :)
     
  18. Kenzo89

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    Ok.thats gd I'm on day 2 tomorrow,I did a relapse so I'm confident i can pass 12days and go more than that. Ok take care
     
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    I think i need to make my days planning before hand.
    Listen to my favorite music on spotify.
    Keeping myself focused is more important, cause when I do not know what to do next i PMO.
    Now my first target is to go clean upto 18 September . Other target then and there. :)